Feeling Hopeless

I don't even know what to say.  I can't even explain what is wrong with me lately.  It's like I have completely given up lately, and I'm not even trying to do better.  After making this new blog, after writing flowery words and promises, last night I just decided not to work out, and on top of that, I ordered pizza and ate way too much while watching TV like a lazy pig.  What the...?  Seriously?

Remembering my words from yesterday, my promise, is just embarrassing.  That is the best I could do?

I am not sure where to go from here.

Starting Off with a Gain

*sigh* After going all-out, creating a new blog, crafting a 25-week plan, and inviting everyone to come here and read my new blog, what do I do?  I gain 2.5 pounds my first weigh-in on my plan!   The funny part was, I actually wondered how it happened.

Well, let's recap.  I started the week off by skipping a workout.  Then I ate out almost every single day, and let's just say I didn't exactly order salads with dressing on the side.  I chugged soda like my life depends on it. I didn't bother making myself eat at home until yesterday, and my workouts all week were mostly ho-hum.

And I wonder why I gained weight?

I am angry with myself.  I am disappointed.  I am embarrassed, too, to have to report a gain after hyping up my 25-week plan!

But I am not quitting and I am not finished.  I know I can do this.  It's just a matter of bringing it all together, putting my words into action, and starting over to do this right.