Feeling Hopeless

I don't even know what to say.  I can't even explain what is wrong with me lately.  It's like I have completely given up lately, and I'm not even trying to do better.  After making this new blog, after writing flowery words and promises, last night I just decided not to work out, and on top of that, I ordered pizza and ate way too much while watching TV like a lazy pig.  What the...?  Seriously?

Remembering my words from yesterday, my promise, is just embarrassing.  That is the best I could do?

I am not sure where to go from here.